I want to start by saying that this is a true story about my first sexual experience, and I have tried to add as many details as possible. I also know we have all had encounters that we remember as well as those we want to forget, but being this was my first sexual encounter, it has stuck with me even though I have tried to forget it ever happened.

With that said, I have mixed feeling about what happened, and when it creeps back into my thoughts, and I end up remembering back to when it took place, I find myself remembering every little detail of that fateful time in my life.

It feels sometimes that I want it to happen again or that I could somehow go back and experience it again, but soon after, I wish I could forget it ever happened.

Introduction

I had just turned fifteen a