The bus driver did not drop me off at Sharrons', rather at the long dirt road that led to her parents house, the only house on that road. As I walked I was immagining what it would be like, how her parents and two sisters would feel about me being there. Would they like me? Let me stay? Would things go so well that I might actually gain Sharron as my friend and finally have my first female friend? I knew I was going to have to act more charming and sunny, as I was always quiet, shy, and nervous; definately a result of my earlier childhood. The questions were endless, though the thought of becoming a crazed lezbian, sex slave, and a complete submissive never crossed my mind.

    After walking for about 10-12 minutes, which felt like days; I finally found myself speechles and not being able to breathe as I heard the Television sounds in the house replaced by silence, and eventual footsteps that came closer to where I was standing, right in front of the door that opened into a house thatheld inside the image of a family that secretly I yearned to be a part of. A house that was completely surrounded by no less than 3 miles of wood. I turned around so I could catch my breath and noticed a stream that led dirrectly into a fenced area that held numerous stalls for horses, a few donkeys, a corral for yearlings and foals; hell they even had an osterich! I wondered how wonderful it would be to live in a home surrounded by nature, secluded, and peacful. Just as my insides were calming down, the door suddenly opened to reveal the girl that I had came to see, but this was no girl; the realization hit me so suddenly I felt almost sick. There stood Sharron, dressed in obviously clothes that she wore to bed or something; a short t-shirt that seemed to have milk or something spilt on it along with paint and she was wearing tight jean shorths that were cut at mid thigh.

   I myself was not small for my age; at 5'1" I had at that time a just comming into age figure, ( I had only three periods before this day came). I had pretty small developing breasts, which were more nipple than breast (which were very dark against my pale complexion), and I had very little hair on my little girl flower which I often admired for its' fullness and my large hug button. I was going through so many thoughts at that initial mili-second in which I first saw her, dressed in a way that I never saw her before. She dressed herself for school, I suppose in a way overly-coservative, which gave no hint as to the body she had, other than she had a developed chest and a wide butt. In just a flash of thought, everything halted and I noticed that the short shirt had left the bottoms of her big girl titties, which were huge, showing and her shorts gave a clue to her flower, which looked as if it were bigger than mine. When I realized that I was thinking about her this way, I felt flush, embarrasred, I was feeling also curious and for the first time in my life, sexually aroused! By a person that is, but I am getting to that a little later.

     "Callie? Well, I never even thought you were allowed to leave your house, except to go to school. Is there something wrong?" Her words were so sweet and her voice smooth. I was speechless for a moment, but her question had me back to thinking of my pain; pain of not having a friend, being beaten by my brothers, being a social cripple, not having any self respect or pride. Tears came quickly. "Oh my word girl, come her." Was all she said, as she took a knee so she could hold me in her arms. Lord, oh sweet lord, I was so confused, I was in an immensly painful state, I was bawling; however, I was near melting as I felt her body against mine. Her giant tits nealy swallowed my narrow body and her strong arms grasped me in a way that made it hard to breathe. I am not sure what my exact thoughts were, but she held me and I sobbed a long story of my life; the family that abused and didn't care, my scared nature of rejection, having no female influence in my life, and finally of my poor self-immage.

   "Callie, good lord girl! You poor dear. I can not begin to tell you how bad I feel for you. You should know girl, you are a very good lookin lady!" She was telling me the truth I could tell, her eyes were sparkling and she was smiling at me, smiling at me! I was so relieved just then, finnaly I am going to have a big sister!!

   "You need to come inside darlin, we are going to make things better." I followed her into the house, which was actually quaint, and suprisingly quiet.      

    "Are you hear alone?" --- "Yeah, my whole family went to Jacksonville to see my older brothers' graduation. They left me here to care for the animals because we couldn't afford a house sitter. Lets go to my room, I need to get out of these cloths so I can take you outside with me." I followed her upstairs. I loved it though, the veiw of watching her walk, her butt was shaking and bouncing was striking my hear like a hammer. I did not know though there was a mirror on the wall at the end of the stairs, and when she had made it to the end of the stairs, she could see me, holding my breath with my mouth hanging open. As I caught up to her, I saw the mirror, and noticed that she paused in stride, also that she was giving me a smirk. OH Lord! She noticed!! My eyes shot away, and I tripped on the final step, landling on the floor close to her feet. As I rolled over and looked up I could see again the bottom of her titties, there was more now though; her nipples were so hard and big, that her shirt was partially pushed away from her titties. I was about to die!!

    "You need to keep your eyes on the road.", she teased. "Common, I will change quick and then you can see all our animals." Sharron went straight to the closet and came back with a long sleve, button up shirt that was kind of thick; and finnally another pair of shorts that seemed to have a tear or a hole in them. The event of my getting busted on the stairs and then falling on the stairs had gripped me, I was speechless again; embarrased and at the same time so nervous, (I just kknew she saw me). --"So, you have never had a girlfriend? Oh wait, I don't mean girlfriend as in kissing girlfriend, but just a girl-friend." -- "It is a shame, because at your age, a girlfriend is just what you need. Girfriends tell eachother secrets that they can't tell just anybody." (Oh my! She was taking off her clothes right here in front of me. And I was watching!) She lifted her little shirt over her head which made her enormos titties bounce as she lifted them and fell back into place, that place was right inside a bra that looked as if it were about to bust! I was so embarassed for looking and fantasizing. I got up real quick, intent on sitting at her reading desk but I was swept over with dizzyness and I went completely numb, buckled, and fell, AGAIN!!

   I came to and she was lifting me up in both arms, (God she was so strong!) She laid me down on her bed. --"Callie, are you ok? Do you need to go home?" --"No!" I was suprised at the quickness of my response. It took me just a moment to realise that I wanted to stay for reasons that I knew were naughty. But I knew that with my family life, that I was going to be beaten by my father and restricted as soon as I got home. "I'm sorry Sharron. I think I just need some fresh air." --"Well, if you promise me not to pass out or fall on me anymore, we will go outside just as shoon as I change." --"That sounds great." Her kindness was making me feel suprisingly better.

    "Now, before I change, I need you to tell me something. Have you ever thought about sex?" I almost died right there! I stammered for an answer, but all I could do is grow pale as I realized that I never had untill today, and I was thinking about her. I wanted to be taken by her, I wanted her to treat me like I was hers. I just wanted her, but I had no idea what to do. "Callie baby, I have done more than my fair share and I can see something in your faceand behavior that makes me feel very nice about myself." My heart was on fire. "Callie, have you ever felt this way before?" --"It is complicated Sharron." (I knew at this point that there was no point in holding any thoughts to myself. I needed to be straight with this girl if I was ever going to be able to sleep or eat after this day. " can tell you something now, I have never felt this way for any person, and I don't know what to do at all Sharron." -- "Well, I said that at this point in your life, you need a girlfriend, can I be your first girfriend?" The words were thunderous and beautiful. I felt my heart burning with a fire that could swallow all the dark corners of space. My lungs filled with a liberating air, I sat up straight, and narrowed my eyes into hers, the sound of my own voice then even arroused me. --"Yes, please Sharron, yes. I want you to teach me how to be your girlfriend.' The sudden look in her face was a mixture of pure joy, but was suddenly replaced with a mischevious presence; her lovely lips parted into a pleased grin, her eyes narrowed and her voice smoothed me over like warm water on a cold day. --"Callie, I want you to come over here and help me get dressed."

   I was in awe, so happy and so...anxious. Let me tell you what happened next.