Confessions of DeeDee18, the little porn writer.

 

I was sitting in the sun on my window seat, naked, as I watched the squirrels’ running back and forth across the street in front of our house. They were just babies, and were soo cute as they chased each other around in circles, then shot back up the tree, then back down to play some more.

 

The only house that could see my window was directly across the street. A younger woman about my mom’s age lived over there, and I had never seen her look out of the upstairs window since she moved in. So I often sat and basked in the sun while I day dreamed, and sometimes played with myself, as the sun beat down on my hot little body.

 

On this particular morning I was fantasizing about an older man named Tom, who had written to me on the internet a few weeks ago. Since we started writing our e mails had constantly gotten hotter and hotter as he revealed his innermost feelings for me, and I started to imagine him making mad passionate love to me in every way possible.

 

When he finally got around to telling me he wanted to fuck me, I was shocked! Then the more I got used to his sexy words, the more I began to crave that delicious feeling down in my belly when he related his deepest lurid fantasies about eating my little cunt and fucking me with his big penis.

 

As you have probably figured out by now, eventually I let him talk me through having a fantastic orgasm, like nothing that I had ever felt before! That’s how I was introduced to cyber sex, and I soon became so addicted to it that it almost consumed me completely. I began to think about being sucked on by his soft lips, and having him shove his fingers up my wet cunt, and as a result I had more multiple orgasms at one session with him than I had ever believed I possibly could!

 

We derived a method for telling each other when a climax would hit. We clicked on the 'nudge' icon on windows messenger. Then we could actually feel the vibrations going up and down our respective bodies and it was awesome! After only a little practice we achieved simultaneous orgasms, and I really felt excited and happy to make him cum at the same time that he got me off with his sweet talk.

 

Don’t knock it if you haven’t tried it! It’s wild, to say the least!

 

Anyway I was thinking about all this as I gently rubbed my swelling breasts and tugged on my stiff nipples in the sunlit bay window in my room. I watched my reflection as I slowly slid my hands down to cup my mound and press on my little clit poking up from under it’s pink hood.

 

My image smiled back at me, and I leaned forward and pressed my puffy lips against the glass. My mirrored self gasped and panted back at me, as I sucked and licked the warm window, getting more and more turned on as I slid my fingers up and down my wet slit and teased my inner lips with my fingernails.

 

As I began to sweat, the sun found my spread open thighs, and caressed my cunt lips, until I was panting and shaking on the window seat, in plain view of anyone walking by on the street below. My naked reflection then turned more toward me so I was pressing my breasts flat against the glass, while my nipples rubbed up and down sending shocks to my nerve endings.

 

Finally I couldn’t stand it anymore and I slid down flat on my side and shoved my sopping wet cunt lips against the window, and began to fuck it, faster and faster, as I sucked ever harder on the slick pane. I ran my top hand down along my sweaty outer thigh and slid my fingers into my crack, then probed my anus gently.

 

The sweat was pouring off me now, and the vinyl seat covering was like a lake under my straining hips. I grabbed my left nipple between my thumb and forefinger and dragged it hard up and down the hot window as I fucked ever harder, mashing my spread wide cunt lips again and again against the glass until my clit was tingling.

 

I rolled back onto my back, and jammed my fingers deep up my gaping hole, as I jerked, and rolled back and forth, and panted and moaned, over and over, between my clenched teeth.

 

“Oh,God.The sun feels soo good, and I’m, so fucking horny, and I’m naked in front of the window, and I’m going to cum right now, and squirt my juices all over the place, and Tom is fucking me, and I’m gonna’ cum nooooooooow!!!!!!  

 

I screamed between my teeth, while biting my lower lip, until it got to be too much, then I opened my mouth and screamed again, as the second orgasm rocked my soaked twitching little body!

 

I heard footsteps running up my stairs and then my mom burst through the door to find out what was wrong. She stopped dead in her tracks and gasped, as she stared at the cum drenched little girl in the sunny bay window, with her fist clear up her cunt, and her mouth hanging open in pure lust, as she pulled on her nipples, and continued to jerk as each contraction rolled up and down her sweaty little body!

 

“Jan?” she panted softly.

 

“Yes, mom?” I answered feebly, as I turned my head to look at her.

 

“Honey, what on earth are you doing?”

 

“I don’t really know, mom, it just came over me so suddenly that I couldn’t stop once it started.”

 

“Were you dreaming about Tom, again?”

 

“Uh Huh! Oh Mom. I love him so much!”

 

“But, honey, he’s only a ghost out in cyber space, not a real live man.”

 

“He’s real to me, mom, and he loves me, too!”

“I’m sure he does, sweetie. But you shouldn’t keep fingering yourself all the time like you have lately. It’s not good for your cunny or your mind. You may eventually need professional help if you don’t stop soon!”

 

“I don’t care! I love the orgasms he brings me to, and I won’t ever stop, no matter what you say!” I shouted.

 

“Okay, okay, just calm down and go dry yourself off, okay?”

 

I dragged my sticky body up off the window seat, and stumbled into the bathroom to clean up. My reflection stared back, and then smiled and winked at me! I am soooo bad!

Mom was so shocked, but I know she also was really turned on looking at my naked sweaty body! The thought made my nipples harden, and I grabbed them and squeezed, as I fingered my cunt again into another orgasm, while watching my image jerking and bucking against the mirror!

 

“Wait until I tell Tom about this! He’s gonna’ love it the horny perv! I’ll bet he jerks off so hard, when I tell him, that he’ll shoot clear across his computer room!”  I giggled to myself.

 

Mom doesn’t understand that we have a really neat relationship, which will never be anything but over the internet, and we don’t care since we have so much fun pretending! Some would say it’s sorta’ adolescent but who cares what they think. It’s us that matter, not what they think, so fuck ‘em we say!

 

Maybe we do need help, but we’re both adults, though some would say I am really just a kid, since I’m still eighteen. And we are of somewhat sound mind, and it’s really our private business. And when it’s eventually over, as it surely must be someday, we’ll have the dreams to remember, and we’ll grin at the preposterous things we did!

 

I walked back into my room where mom was still standing, and went to her and gave her a big hug. She held me close and kissed my hair, and I felt her rock hard nipples pressing against my face.

 

I turned my head slowly, as I parted my lips, and slid them over one stiff little tower. I swirled my tongue around and sucked gently until I felt it grow more, and mom started panting, and gripping my naked back tightly.

 

“No, Jan, you have to stop that. I told you when you were twelve that it was no longer the thing a mother and daughter should be doing anymore.”

 

I sucked harder until the silk was soaked and her nipple was clearly visible. She tried to pull back, but I now had a firm lock on her with my teeth, and was biting gently while I sucked.

 

Mom moaned, and tried once again to escape. I backed off and looked up at her feverish face.

”Mom, just pretend that I am a cyber girl, and I don’t really exist, except in your mind, like me and Tom.”

 

She shuddered, then closed her eyes and got a dreamy look on her face. I turned my attention back to her wet blouse and slowly opened the buttons while mom held her breath, awaiting my next advances.

 

When I parted the silk and the air hit her swollen breasts, she gasped, and trembled. I raised both of my hands up and cupped the firm mounds, and began to knead and fondle them. Mom panted harder and bit her lower lip. As I pulled her nipples out harder she gasped, and pulled my naked little body hard against hers, and began to move her hips back and forth to press her clit against my smooth belly through the thin material of her wraparound skirt.

 

I returned to sucking, as I slid my arms around her, and pushed her skirt up, and slid my hands down under her panties and onto her soft naked rear end. She quivered as I raked my nails up her crack and over her puckered anus. When I knew she was gone in her own world of nerve endings, I stepped back and released her skirt and pushed her blouse off, so I could see all of her well toned, now naked, body shivering in front of me.

 

She threw her head back and gently pushed on the top of my head to guide me down to her glistening golden cunt hair. I pushed my mouth over her opening and ran my tongue up and down her slit until the folds opened and her clit swelled into view.

 

I ran my fingers up her cunt as she spread her legs wider, and then she began to fuck my puffy mouth harder and harder, as I sucked and bit on her clit.

 

“Oh, God, Tom, suck me baby, do it to me! Harder! Harder!” she gasped.

 

 A chill ran up my back as I froze in place, realizing she had just called out my cyber lover’s name! Had she been reading my e mails on my computer while I was away from home? I thought.

 

She bucked against my face and shoved my head hard against her mound so I started to lick and suck again, still amazed at what I had heard!

 

“Oh, God, Tom! Fuck me baby! Fuck me baby! Oh, God fuck Meeeeee!” she screamed, as her cum spurted into my open mouth and all over my face.

 

She continued jerking until her orgasm finally subsided, and then she pulled me up and kissed my cum drenched lips softly.

 

“Oh, Jan! God, honey, what are you turning your old mother into here? I’m becoming my own daughter!” she panted.

 

“Mom, have you been reading my e mails behind my back?” I asked, as I ran my tongue over her sweet lips that I have loved since the day I was born.

 

“Oh, Jan, Honey! I never meant it to happen, but when I heard you up here the other night trying not to scream out as you climaxed time and time again, I had to find out what you were doing! So I peeked in when you weren’t home, and saw you had msn messenger on.  I opened your e mails and found all the letters you had written to that Tom person. I was shocked at first, but the more I read, the more turned on I got, until I came in my panties from all the sexy writing”

 

“I told you he was my lover, now you want him too?”

 

“Yes, sweetie, I do. Can you ever forgive me?”

 

I thought it over, and shrugged my shoulders as I replied, “Well, I’ll have to ask him, first. If he agrees then you can play too, but I make the rules, and if I want you to stop, you must, okay?”

 

“Oh, thank you honey! God, I’m going nuts here, aren’t I? First I let you eat me, and then I want to cyber fuck your boyfriend! What a slut your mom is turning into!” she giggled, as she hugged me.

 

I reached up and guided her hand down to my wet cunt lips, and she plunged right in and began to finger me, as I held on to her arm and jerked, over and over in a huge orgasm, all brought on by the dirty talk, and my fucking her with my mouth.  She continued to finger me until my second and third climax were exhausted, and I fell against her, sweating and shaking.

 

We went into my bathroom and took a shower together. I pulled on my little denim cutoffs, and my crop top. She reattached her skirt, and then went downstairs to find a clean blouse.

 

I booted up my computer and sent an e mail to my lover asking him to write, since I had news to tell him. He was out, so I went off line, and put my machine on standby, and headed down to lunch.

 

***

 

Mom came in and we talked about Tom, and I leaned back in my dinette chair and gazed out the window to our backyard. I looked at the green grass and remembered that day, back when I was ten, that mom took me to the park and let me play naked with the little kids.

 

When she had awakened me after the lady had finger fucked me, she had let me climb up into her SUV, and I had cuddled against her side, still naked as the day I was born. Slowly my mind drifted back until I was there again.

 

“Mom, do you mind me being naked in the car next to you?” I asked, as I snuggled in closer.

 

“No, honey, I love your little sweet body as only a mother can.”

 

“Thanks, mom, for the fun day and for letting me go without clothes.” I murmured,as I drifted off to sleep, a contented little kid.

 

A little while later I felt Mom’s hand running up and down my back as I lay with my head in her lap, still half asleep. I rolled on my back and pulled her hand down to my hairless little cunt and pushed her fingers against my clit, as I opened my eyes and gazed up at my mom’s face through the valley between her breasts.

 

Mom gasped as she felt the soft smooth skin on my little cunt lips, and I felt her shudder under my head.

 

“I love you ,mom.”

 

“I love you, too sweetie, but you are making it really hard for me to concentrate on my driving here.”

 

I remember thinking like the little minx I have always been, “Mom, you think you can’t drive now, wait until you feel this!”

 

I turned my head as I rolled onto my stomach so my face was buried in my mom’s lap. I blew against the material which was pressed into her crotch, and she jerked and gasped. I wiggled my head back and forth forcing her short skirt higher on her thighs until my face was lying on her naked cunt lips.

 

I ran my hand up and down her thighs, and then probed gently between her folds to find her clit. Mom was rubbing my naked back and squeezing my little hard buns as I spread my legs wide and humped the seat.

 

I licked her cunt until I tasted the moisture seeping out of her now swollen labia, and she moaned, as I felt the car swerve, and she grabbed the wheel to keep us on the road.

 

“Honey, stop! I’m going to get us both killed if you don’t.” she stammered, as I licked faster and faster up and down her steaming cunt.

 

I slid my hand up further, until I could shove my small fist up her sopping wet hole, and she screamed as she jerked in her seat! She opened her legs as wide as possible and I really fist fucked her in earnest until she was weaving all over the road, and gasping and moaning loudly.

 

“God, Jan! I’m about to come, honey! Unh! Unh! Unh! Unh! Oh, God! Honey, please stop! Oh God, I can’t hold it! I’m cumming honey!” she yelled, as I buried my fist deeper, and bit her clit hard! She was shaking and jerking so bad that she couldn't drive anymore.

 

She swerved off the road into a turnoff, and pulled behind the overpass, so our truck would be hidden from the traffic flying along the freeway. As she shut off the ignition, I slid up on my knees, and untied her wraparound dress, and slid the front open so I could suck on her gorgeous breasts.

 

Mom laid her head back on the seat, and closed her eyes, as I sucked and fist fucked her, until she jerked again, and screamed out yet another orgasm!

 

“Honey, quit! You’re driving me crazy!” she panted, as I slid up and kissed her open mouth and ran my tongue in and out over her lips. Then she turned and placed her back against the door and opened her legs wide. She pulled me down so my back was laying on her sweaty front, and her arms were around my shoulders hugging me back against her hard nipples poking me in my back. She pushed her wet cunt up under my rear end hard to rub her clit against my small globes, as she kissed the top of my head and hugged me tighter.

 

I squirmed to rub my bottom over her clit, and she reached down and pulled on my little nipples. Then she slid both hands down and pushed my little legs wide and slid her fingers up and down my slit until I was gasping and shaking under her oh so soft touch!

“Mom, I’m gonna’ cum! Is it okay if I do?” I panted.

 

“Yesss, sweetie, go ahead, cum all over mommies hand, now!”

 

When she said that I jerked up in the air, and screamed, as the contractions ravaged my hot little body, over, and over again!

 

“Oh God, mom! Your fingers feel soo nice up my cunny. Don’t ever stop fingering me, please?” I panted, as I clung to her wrists and pulled her hands harder into my little vagina.

 

“I won’t stop, honey, as long as you don't want me to. I’ll fuck your tight little hole until you’re my age if you want!” She whispered into my hair, as she hugged me tight, and fingered me through yet another intense orgasm.

 

“I love you, mom.” I panted, as sweat poured down my face.

 

“Love you too, you horny little devil!” She giggled, as she smoothed my hair out of my sweaty face.

 

Then she sat up and toweled me off. She pulled her dress back around and tied it at the side, as I once again laid my head in her lap and drifted off, a happy, well fucked, naked little girl!

 

***

 

“Jan! Hey, JAN!” I heard mom calling my name, as I came out of my daydream. I slowly focused on her face peering at me.

 

“Where were you just now? I’ve been talking to you for almost half an hour and you looked like you were off somewhere in la la land, honey.”

 

“Sorry, mom. I was just remembering the day you fingered me by the freeway.” I grinned.

 

She blushed, and said, “Oh, that! It was sort of fun wasn’t it?”

 

“Yeah, mom, it was, I loved it!” I sighed, as I hugged myself, and stared once again out the window.